SACRED MELANCHOLIC SOLITUDE

▶︎•၊၊||၊|။|||||။၊|။• : DAWN - SEIBIN, SHIFT UP

This song perfectly encapsulates my lonely yet content nature. I love elusively drifting through this world in solitude, but I occasionally yearn for connection. I imagine myself going on many solo side quests with this blasting in my ears or blasting through my car stereos. I don’t ever want my parents to leave this dimension but I know it’s inevitable one day and I’m not quite sure how I’ll be able to bare with the reality that they won’t be with me in this physical reality forever. I dread the thought but I notice it’s been increasingly appearing in my mind over & over again. They are the only people I feel like really see all of me and actively choose to be in my life through it all. I wish I could do more for them, they’re one of my main motivators for trying to rise to the top and escape the matrix.